Today was difficult. A day of denial. I have cried three times. I am positive that tomorrow will be worse as I say goodbye to my dad, mom and my great Aunt Jane. At 12:40 pm our time here, they will board their plane headed 4000 miles away to North Carolina. I will come clean and tell you that I did not take one picture today. As I sit here, I know that fact makes it "almost" impossible for me to have a Photo of the Day today (but between you and me...I never really liked rules...). I decided to post a picture that gave me some joy. I took this of my mother while we were in Paris. I caught her laughing and she didn't see my camera until I had already snapped it. And I think she looks happy and beautiful...I love it. I long for her to see herself the way I see her. This time has been so sweet and I am so grateful for it. Together, we have seen so many things, shared a lot of laughs and reconnected on so many levels. They will be missed dearly. I know that many of you are praying for my peace of mind as my family leaves and I appreciate it...
10.30.2006
Treasured Moments
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I LOVE YOU ANNA.
SIS
What a beautiful smile from a lovely lady. Cheer up girl, I'm starting to like your blog
Thanks...I will tell her you said so...
Anna, your mom is a beautiful person, inside and out. She smiles all the time and her smile is beatific and healing to many people. I know you will miss all your family, but they will only be separated from you in body - certainly not in spirit. I know you will long for her, but I will be glad to have her back home.
You won't be aware of the strenghth that their visit gave you until you need it...Like today.
Hugs and Kisses
oh, how i can relate, though i don't live across the ocean from my family. i cry almost every time my family leaves or when i have to go home after visiting them. i guess it's a testament to the bond there! i know motherskylark feels the same- london's a far cry from the blue ridge of nc. glad to meet you, too! are you a wh'er also?
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